Another little abuse
another pointless excuse
Another joke
that's not to laugh at
Another day
feeling like I don't belong
I really don't belong
So I end another day
feeling totally betrayed
Say hello to anger
did you miss me
I know it so well
like a long-time friend
Who smiles while poisoning me
And I don't know
if they still love me
And I don't know
if they still care
But all I really know
is I am sorry
I let you let me grow
so unprepared
I'm pulling at the root
to tear you off me
To see if I'll have
something left
And even if it means
I'm starting over
And everything I made
with you means nothing
Well that doesn't matter
I'm alone and I'm free
'Cause there's nothing
really wrong with me
And I know
it doesn't matter
No matter
what they tell me
Done living
for someone else's time
On someone else's dime
So I'm drawing my line
in the sand
'Cause I know
it doesn't matter
Another thing to remake
another patient mistake
Another self-humiliation
A better day
happy that I won't belong
Does anyone belong
So I end a lonely day
feeling totally okay
Wave goodbye to anger
will you miss me
I knew it so well
like a long-time friend
We'll never be friends again
I don't really know
if they still love me
And I don't know
if they still care
But all I really know
is I'm not sorry
'Cause I am on my own
with no one there
To make me feel alone
when they are with me
It sounds insane
but au contraire
I'm cutting off the parts
that kill the body
Because they never played me
fair and square
And I feel fucking awesome
I'm alone and I'm free
'Cause there's nothing
really wrong with me
And I know
it doesn't matter
No matter
what they tell me
Done living
for someone else's time
On someone else's dime
So I'm drawing my line
in the sand
'Cause I know
it doesn't matter
I don't really think
about your love now
And I don't think
that I still care
I know without a doubt
if you could see me
I would ruin your week
your month your year
'Cause you don't have
a victim you can poison
So now the poison's
all you have
I'm living a new life
and don't regret it
And you just have the memory
bet you'll never forget it
Because now
I'm alone and I'm free
'Cause there's nothing
really wrong with me
And I know
it doesn't matter
No matter
what they tell me
Done living
for someone else's time
On someone else's dime
So I'm drawing my line
in the sand
'Cause I know
it doesn't matter
Yeah I know
it doesn't matter
Yeah I know
it doesn't matter
And I don't really know