I heard a knock upon
my door the other day
I opened it to find death
staring in my face
The feel of mortal stalking
still reverberates
Everywhere I go
I drag this coffin
just in case
My body's trembling sends
shivers down my spine
Adrenaline kicks in shifts
into overdrive
Your secrets keep you sick
your lies keep you alive
Snake eyes
every single time
you roll with crooked dice
I felt the darkness
as it tried
to pull me down
The kind of dark
that haunts
a hundred year old house
I wrestle with my thoughts
I shook the hand of doubt
Running from my past
I'm praying feet don't
fail me now
I've lost my
goddamn mind
it happens all the time
I can't believe
I'm actually
meant to be here
Trying to consume
the drug in me is you
And I'm so high
on misery
can't you see
I got these
questions always
running through my head
So many things that
I would like to understand
If we are born to die
and we all die to live
Then what's
the point of living
life if it just contradicts
I felt the darkness as
it tried to pull me down
The kind of dark
that haunts
a hundred year old house
I wrestle with my thoughts
I shook the hand of doubt
Running from my past
I'm praying feet
don't fail me now
I've lost my
goddamn mind
it happens all the time
I can't believe I'm actually
meant to be here
Trying to consume
the drug in me is you
And I'm so high on misery
can't you
seeI've lost
myself
You tried to reach me
but you just can't help me
So long
goodbye
You tried to save me
it wont work this time
'Cause now
I've lost my fucking mind
and there's no fucking time
I can't believe
I'm actually
meant to be here
Trying to consume
the drug in me is you
And I'm so high on misery
can't you see
Oh can't you see
Can't you see