Yeah
I wake up
every morning
with my head up
in a daze
I'm not sure
if I should
say this
fuck I'll say
it anyway
Everybody tries
to tell me
that I'm going
through a phase
I don't know
if it's a phase
I just wanna
feel okay yeah
I battle
with depression
but the question
still remains
Is this
post-traumatic
stressing or
am I
suppressing rage
And my doctor
tries to
tell me that
I'm going
through a phase
Yeah it's not
a fucking phase
I just wanna
feel okay okay
Yeah I struggle
with this bullshit
every day
and it's probably
'cause my demons
simultaneously rage
It obliterates me
disintegrates me
annihilates me
'Cause I'm
about to
break down
I'm searching
for a way out
I'm a liar
I'm a cheater
I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular
popular monster
I break down
falling into love
now with
falling apart
I'm a popular
popular monster
I think
I'm going nowhere
like a rat
trapped in a maze
Every wall that
I knock down
is just a wall
that I replace
I'm in a race
against myself
I try to keep
a steady pace
How the fuck
will I escape
if I never
close my case
Oh my God
I keep on
stressing
every second
that I waste
is another second
sooner to
a blessing
I won't take
But my therapist
will tell me
that I'm going
through a stage
Yeah it's not
a fucking stage
I just wanna
feel okay okay
Motherfucker
now you got
my attention
I need to change
a couple things
'cause something
is missing
And what if
I were to lie
Tell you
everything
is fine
Every single
fucking day
I get closer
to the grave
I am terrified
I fell asleep
at the wheel again
Crashed my car
just to
feel again
It obliterates me
disintegrates me
annihilates me
'Cause I'm
about to
break down
I'm searching
for a way out
I'm a liar
I'm a cheater
I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular
popular monster
I break down
falling into
love now with
falling apart
I'm a popular
popular
fucking monster
Yeah here we
go again
motherfucker
We're sick
and tired
of wondering
praying to
a god that you
don't believe
We're searching for
the truth in
the lost and found
So the question
I ask is
oh where the fuck
is your god now
'Cause I'm
about to
break down
I'm searching
for a way out
I'm a liar
I'm a cheater
I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular
popular monster
I break down
falling into love
now with
falling apart
I'm not a popular
popular monster
I'm a liar
I'm a cheater
I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular
popular monster