Dear diary dear diary
I've been searching
for a higher me
I'm in the sky in the pilot's seat
tryna stop my mind from spiraling
And that's irony that's irony
I'm just looking for a resolution
I just want to be a better human
but it's hard
when everybody's acting stupid
Pardon me if that came off rude
I just have a bad attitude
With the world
and not just with you
it's the side effects of abuse
I admit I'm a little strange
I don't think that
I'll ever change
I survived a whole life of pain
you could say I escaped my fate
I'm a cynical egotistical
unpredictable hardened criminal
And I can be a little hypocritical
but I'll admit it
straight to your face
I'm unbreakable irreplaceable
undeniably inspirational
I used everything I had available
to make me the person I am today
Dear diary dear diary
I just had another wild dream
I was in a world that admired me
and when I woke up I was smiling
And that's irony that's irony
You talk a lot
but you don't even know me
I'm just hoping that my testimony
will inspire y'all
to stop acting phony
Pardon me if that came off weird
I don't mean to be mean I swear
I have been through a lot this year
I just want to
make a few things clear
I don't like it when people hate
behind my back and not to my face
Nowadays it just feels so fake
so I'll cut the grass
to expose the snakes
I'm unstoppable it's impossible
you don't wanna see the diabolical
side of me that never stops
is volatile
So I suggest you stay in your lane
I'm unapologetic
you know where it's headed
I will never ever
let up off the pedal
I got the spirit
of every warrior in me ever
so back the fuck up get out my face
You're a slave to labor
and you praise the fascist
You kiss the hand
that takes half in taxes
Faking outrage and being seen
A generation with no self-esteem
It's time to rise up
and stand against them
Break the chains
and finally see the vision
We're post-traumatic
from a broken system
Follow me into the chaos engine ah
It's time to stand
it's time to fight
Don't be afraid
to twist the knife
Your sacrifice
to break the curse
Prepare to die
prepare to burn
Abandon hope
it's not enough
'Cause all our gods
abandoned us
Your sacrifice
to break the curse
Light the match
watch it burn
Heaven falls
the angels die
Let it burn
from the start
When everything falls apart
When everything falls apart
When everything falls apart
When everything falls apart
When everything falls apart
When everything falls apart
When everything falls apart