I've waited hours
for this
I've made myself
so sick
I wish I'd stayed
asleep today
I never thought this
day would end
I never thought tonight
could ever be
this close to me
Just try to see
in the dark
Just try to
make it work
To feel the fear
before you're here
I make the shapes
come much too close
I pull my eyes out
Hold my breath
And wait until I shake
But if I had your faith
then I could make
it safe and clean
If only I was sure
that my head on
the door was a dream
I've waited hours
for this
I've made myself
so sick
I wish I'd stayed
asleep today
I never thought this
day would end
I never thought tonight
could ever be
this close to me
But if I had
your face
I could make it
safe and clean
If only I was sure
that my head on
the door was a dream