I want it to be
like messy
I'm so insecure I think
that I'll die before I drink
and I'm so caught up
in the news
of who likes me
and who hates you
And I'm so tired
that I might quit my job
start a new life and they'd
all be so disappointed
'cause who am I
if not exploited?
And I'm so sick of 17
Where's my f**king
teenage dream?
If someone tells me one
more time "Enjoy your
youth" I'm gonna cry
And I don't
stick up for myself
I'm anxious and
nothing can help
And I wish I'd done
this before
And I wish people
liked me more
All I did was try my best
this the kind
of thanks I get
unrelentlessly upset
They say these are
the golden years
but I wish I
could disappear
ego crush is so severe
God it's brutal out here
I feel like
no-one wants me
and I hate the way
I'm perceived
I only have
two real friends
and lately
I'm a nervous wreck
'cause I love people
I don't like
And I hate
every song I write
And I'm not cool
And I'm not smart
And I can't even
parallel park
All I did was try my best
this the kind
of thanks I get
unrelentlessly upset
They say these are
the golden years
but I wish I
could disappear
ego crush is so severe
God it's brutal out here
She's having
a really good time
Got a broken ego
broken heart
And God
I don't even
know where
to start