As you promised me
that I was more than
all the miles combined
you must've had yourself
a change of heart like
halfway through the drive
Because your voice
trailed off exactly
as you passed
my exit sign
Kept on drivin' straight and
left our future to the right
now I am stuck between
my anger and the blame
that I can't face and memories
Are somethin' even smoking
weed does not replace
and I am terrified of weather
'cause I see you when it rains
Doc told me to travel
but there's Covid on the planes
And I love Vermont
but it's the
season of the sticks
and I.. saw your mom
she forgot that I existed
And it's half my fault
but I just like to play the victim
and I'll drink alcohol
till my friends
come home for Christmas
and I'll
Dream each night
of some version of you that
I might not have but I,
I did not lose now you're
tire tracks and one pair
of shoes and I'm
Split in half
but that'll have to do
So I thought that
if I piled on something good
on all my bad
that I could
cancel out the darkness
I inherited from Dad
No I am no longer funny
'cause I miss
the way you laugh
you once called me "forever"
now you still
can't call me back
And I.. love Vermont
but it's the
season of the sticks
and I.. saw your mom
she forgot that I existed
And it's half my fault
'cause I like to play the victim
and I'll drink alcohol
till my friends
come back for Christmas
and I'll
Dream each night
of some version of you that
I might not have but I,
I did not lose now you're
tire tracks and one pair
of shoes and I'm
Split in half
but that'll have to do
Mmm that'll have to do
my other half was you
and I hope this pain's
just passin' through
but I doubt it
And I.. love Vermont
but it's the
season of the sticks
and I.. saw your mom
she forgot that I existed
And I have my faults
but I just like to play the victim
and I'll drink alcohol
till my friends
come back for Christmas
and I'll
Dream each night
of some version of you that
I might not have but I,
I did not lose now you're
tire tracks and one pair
of shoes and I'm
Split in half
but that'll have to do
have to do