I drove up the hill
just to say goodbye
but all I found
was a for sale sign
Put my hand on the gate
and there's tears in my eyes
And all that's been left
since the minute you died
are the chandeliers
in the trees
ceramic bees
But now they're just
covered in leaves
My hands are shaking
as I type in the code
The gate doesn't open
just a voice that says no
But I know inside
there's a piece of your soul
that they're painting over
and everything else will be sold
And the piano that played on its own
is not playing no more
I wish that you had called somebody
And if I wasn't there I'm sorry
You made me believe you were strong
I wish you had called me and told me
that something was wrong
So goodbye to my best friend ever
I can't believe you're gone forever
I came up to find you today
'cause I finally found
all the words that I needed to say
But a dark thought got there first
They buried your ashes
in a Prozac pill
And all the vultures came
to chew on your will
I hate that you're gone
and the questions you leave
And it's sad that your daughter's
not talking to me
Well I can't draw a heart
so I drew you a star
on the Hollywood Boulevard
I wish that you had called somebody
And if I wasn't there I'm sorry
You made me believe you were strong
I wish you had called me and told me
that something was wrong
So goodbye to my best friend ever
I can't believe you're gone forever
I came up to find you today
'cause I finally found
all the words that I needed to say
But a dark thought got there first
Dark thought did its worst
And that's what really hurts
A dark thought got there first
I drove up the hill
just to say goodbye
but all I found
was a for sale sign
Put my hand on the gate
and there's tears in my eyes
And all that's been left
since the minute you died
are the chandeliers
in the trees
ceramic bees
But now they're just
covered in leaves