If it's okay
I'll leave the bed light on
And place
your water glass
where it belongs
And if it's alright
I lie awake at night
pretending I am curled up
at your side
See I'm circling
these patterns
living out of memories
I'm still a long way
from accepting it
that there's just
no you and me
But if I still believe
you love me
maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself
you're coming home
like you've done
a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause I can't break it
to my heart
Is it just me
did I commit a crime
I won't believe
that loving you
is just a waste of time
Or was it in my head
I'm reading into things
you never said
'Cause I still don't
have the answers
to why we couldn't
work it out
I wanna think it's
something that I did
so I can turn it
back around
But if I still believe
you love me
maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself
you're coming home
like you've done
a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause I can't break
it to my heart
And nothing will come
between us
I wanna convince myself
we're perfect in
every single way
As long as I can
keep the truth away
from my heart
Oh 'cause
I can't break it
to my heart
'Cause I still don't
have the answers
to why we couldn't
work it out
I wanna think
it's something that I did
so I can turn it
back around
But if I still believe
you love me
maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself
you're coming home
like you've done
a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
But if I still believe
you love me
maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself
you're coming home
like you've done
a million times
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
And if it's alright
I'll still be loving you
'cause I can't break it
to my heart
I can't break it
to my heart
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