Playing Tetris
with my feelings
Tryna keep them
all inside
Hollow shadows and
my soul is spilling over
I'm out of time
mmh-mmh
Closing every door
wanna be alone
Lonely is a way
that I survive
Sick of wanting more
sitting on the floor
Wondering where all
my feelings go
Nervous system's aching
Growing up
is getting old
Don't get it
There's an ocean
of emotion
that I'm carrying inside
I am cautious
'Cause I've
never understood
how so much
can fit in little me
Star-crossed soul
And I'm used
to letting go
Sink deeper
in the flow of it
My demons know
exactly where my fears
Are hiding all my tears
I'm torn by nervous
system's aching
Growing up
is getting old
Anxiety is draining
Getting up
is growing old
And if I ever take
that second to leave
my worries behind
Maybe I could tread
he waters of time
Get out of my mind
Growing up
is getting old
Getting up
is growing old
If your world
is breaking
And growing up
is getting old
Know that you're
worth saving
And getting up
is all you've got