Woke up
comin' up for air
cold sweat on my skin
I was unprepared
Deep down
gettin' lost again
but it's me and myself
that I'm up against
Dark days
that I've overcome
Why does this time
feel like it's only
just begun?
Downtown
in the undertow
chasin' highs
when I'm feelin' low
Gotta let go
but I don't know
how to let go
How am I supposed
to do this with my
head underwater?
I can't take it much longer
head underwater
I'm at war
with the monster
I'm strugglin' to catch
my breath get it off my
chest but if it don't kill me
then I'll get stronger
With my head
underwater
With my head
underwater
Night comes
and it's hard to sleep
like my mind is a
million miles
apart from me
Can't count
on the chemicals
they don't work
when I made them
the antidote
Wild thoughts
that I try to tame
keep me numb
how they run
like the blood
inside my veins
Uptown
I can see the light
but it's dark
on the other side
Gotta let go
but I don't know
how to let go
How am I supposed
to do this with my
head underwater?
I can't take it much longer
head underwater
I'm at war
with the monster
I'm strugglin' to catch
my breath get it off my
chest but if it don't kill me
then I'll get stronger
With my head
underwater
With my head
underwater
Holdin' onto hope
I can make it out
prayin' that my lungs
don't fail me now
Holdin' onto hope
I can make it out
prayin' that my lungs
don't fail me now
Holdin' onto hope
I can make it out
prayin' that my lungs
don't fail me now
Holdin' onto hope
I can make it out
How am I supposed
to do this with my
head underwater?
I can't take it
much longer
head underwater
I'm at war
with the monster
I'm strugglin' to catch
my breath get it off my
chest but if it don't kill me
then I'll get stronger
With my head
underwater
With my head
underwater
With my head
underwater
With my head
underwater