Sitting here stressing
at two thirty am
About how fast
a year can go
I wonder where it went
If we start
all over again
would it really work
I know that
you could be could be
coming back to me
Mesmerized
by the thoughts of it
Traumatized
I'm so scared of it
Wanna stop thinking
gotta get to sleep
Gotta wake up fresh
get on my feet
Push the thought
of you away
do it today
I'm older
than my years
drowning in my tears
Surrounded by the fear
since you went away
A year ago
at Christmas
You locked away
your secrets
kept them away
from me
I only came
to say goodbye
now you finally see
You wanna start
all over again
make it work this time
But I don't wanna
end up feeling
far away from fine
I memorized
what you said to me
So surprised
it was hell to be
So frustrated
with the way we were
Not a single word
could make it work
Now look at us today
we blew it away
I'm older
than my years
drowning in my tears
Surrounded by the fear
since you went away
A year ago
at Christmas
I'm older
than my years
drowning in my tears
Surrounded by the fear
since you went away
A year ago
at Christmas
I'm older
than my years
drowning in my tears
I'm older
than my years
drowning in my tears
I'm older
than my years
drowning in my tears
I'm older
than my years
I'm older
than my years