I spend
the afternoon in cars
I sit in traffic
jams for hours
Don't push me
I am not okay
The sky is blue
most every day
The lemons grow
like tumors they
Are tiny suns
infused with sour
Lonely as a cloud
In the Golden State
The coldest winter
that I ever saw was
The summer that
I spent
The only substance
is the fog
And it hides all
that has gone wrong
Can't see a thing
inside the maze
There is a bridge
adored and famed
The golden spine
of engineering
Whose back is heavy
with my weight
Lonely as a cloud
In the Golden State
The coldest winter
that I ever saw was
The summer that
I spent
Be still this
old heart
Be still this
old skin
Drink your last drink
Sin your last sin
Sing your last song
About the beginning
Sing it out loud
So the people
can hear
Let's go
Be still this
sad day
Be still this
sad year
Hope your last hope
Fear you last fear
You're not
the only one
You're not
the only one
You're not
the only one
You're not
the only one
Let's go
My falling shape
will draw a line
Between the blue
of sea and sky
I'm not a bird
I'm not a plane
I took a taxi
to the gate
I will not go
to school again
Four seconds was
the longest wait
Four seconds was
the longest wait
Four seconds was
the longest wait
Four seconds was
the longest wait
Four seconds was
the longest