I want a whole lot of
money and tonic
I want to spit at some
local junkies
I want to sleep away
my soberness
then I'm gone
I want to wake up
with a random woman
I want to scream at
people that pass me
I want to snort away
my soberness
then I'm gone
Smoking away
my time I think
I may have lost my mind
I believe I have
lost my time
Haven't done much
in my life
but it's almost over now
I'm just an idiot
living life
I want a racing car
bed to start
and a dime over
so I can loan
I want to eat too much
feel some touch
get some skin so that
I don't sleep alone
Feel my fingers burning
teeth are shaking
body turning cold
I guess I have
lost my tone
I want to start again
not too late
Hell I tried
I'm too tired
to focus again
Smoking away my time
I think I may have
lost my mind
I believe I have
lost my time
Haven't done much
in my life
but it's almost over now
I'm just an idiot
living life
Following footsteps
that disappear
when rain comes
Walking alone
out at night
I'm sorry mama
but I can't come back
home right now
I wanna burn
something up
Burn a house
up to the ground
I wanna die young
draw a line
snort it up
without falling off behind
Smoking away my time
I think I may have
lost my mind
I believe I have
lost my time
Haven't done much
in my life
but it's almost over now
I'm just an idiot
I'm just an idiot
living life