I was pulling out my hair
the day I got the deal
Chemically calm
Was I meant to feel happy
that my life
was just about to change
One life pretending to be
the cat who got the cream
Oh everybody said
Marina is a dreamer
People like to tell you
what you're gonna be
It's not my problem
if you don't see what I see
And I do not give a damn
if you don't believe
My problem
it's my problem
That I never am happy
It's my problem
it's my problem
On how fast I will succeed
Are you satisfied
with an average life
Do I need to lie
to make my way in life
High achiever
don't you see
Baby nothing comes for free
They say I'm a control freak
Driven by a greed to succeed
Nobody can stop me
'Cause it's my problem
if I want to
pack up and run away
It's my business
if I feel the need
to smoke and drink and sway
It's my problem
it's my problem
if I feel the need to hide
And it's my problem
if I have no friends
and feel I want to die
Are you satisfied
with an average life
Do I need to lie
to make my way in life
Are you satisfied
with an easy ride
Once you cross the line
will you be satisfied
Sad inside
in this life
unsatisfied
praying
Sad inside
in this life
unsatisfied
waiting
Are you satisfied
with an average life
Do I need to lie
to make my way in life
Are you satisfied
with an easy ride
Once you cross the line
will you be satisfied
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