Held in
a bong hit sitting in a
hot tub
in south Wisconsin I feel
amazing
when I'm all alone
switching
between porn
and RoboCop
Turned off
my cell phone
drank a bottle
of wine
and read a
Cometbus and
passed out
naked shriveling stumbled
to bed
in a fucked up sleepwalk
I got so tired
of discussing
my future
I started avoiding
the people I love
Evenings of silence
and mornings of nausea
I read
the worst thing ever in a
bathrobe
of off-white terry cloth
translated
by technology from
your voice
extremely inaccurately
I got so tired
of discussing my future
I started avoiding
the people I love
Evenings of silence
and mornings of nausea
Shake and sweat
and I can't throw up
I got so tired
of discussing
my future
that I walk through my life
like I'm the only one
with evenings of silence
and mornings of nausea
Shake and sweat
and I can't throw up oh no
Cleaned up
the empty bottles let the
smoke out
through chilly windows
I used
the stationary bike
and I watched
the end of The Price Is Right
Ordered
an egg-white
sandwich and I
drove south
through mid-day
traffic and I
called up
some folks
I truly love and
hung up
after they said hello
I got so tired
of discussing my future
I started avoiding
the people I love
Evenings of silence
and mornings of nausea
Shake and sweat
and I can't throw up
I got so tired
of discussing my future
that I walk through my life
like I'm the only one
with evenings of silence
and mornings of nausea