I - I keep a record of the
wreckage in my life
I gotta recognize the
weapon in my mind
They talk ****
But I love it every time
And I realize
I've tasted blood and
it is sweet
I've had the rug pulled
beneath my feet
I've trusted lies and
trusted men
Broke down and put myself
back together again
Stared in the mirror and
punched it to shatters
Collected the pieces and
picked out a dagger
I've pinched my skin in
between my two fingers
And wished I could cut some
parts off with some scissors
Come on little lady
Give us a smile
No I ain't got nothin'
to smile about
I got no one to smile for
I waited a while for
A moment to say I don't
owe you a thing
I keep a record of the
wreckage in my life
I gotta recognize the
weapon in my mind
They talk ****
But I love it every time
And I realize
I'm no sweet dream
But I'm a **** of a night
That I'm no sweet dream
But I'm a **** of a night
No I won't smile
But I'll show you my teeth
And I'm-a let you speak
if you just let me breathe
I've been polite
But won't be caught dead
Lettin' a man tell me
what I should do in my bed
Keep my exes in check
in my basement
'Cause kindness is weakness
or worse you're complacent
I could play nice or
I could be a bully
I'm tired and angry
But somebody should be
Come on little lady
Give us a smile
No I ain't got nothin'
to smile about
I got no one to smile for
I waited a while for
A moment to say I don't
owe you a thing
I keep a record of the
wreckage of my life
I gotta recognize the
weapon in my mind
They talk ****
But I love it every time
And I realize
I - I keep a record of the
wreckage in my life
I gotta recognize the
weapon in my mind
They talk ****
But I love it every time
And I realize
Someone like me can be
a real nightmare
Completely aware
But I'd rather be
a real nightmare
than die unaware yeah
Someone like me can be
a real nightmare
Completely aware
But I'm glad to be
a real nightmare
So save me your prayers
I - I keep a record of the
wreckage in my life
I gotta recognize the
weapon in my mind
They talk ****
But I love it every time
And I realize
I - I keep a record of the
wreckage in my life
I gotta recognize the
weapon in my mind
They talk ****
But I love it every time
And I realize
I'm no sweet dream
But I'm a **** of a night
That I'm no sweet dream
But I'm a **** of a night