It's okay in the day
I'm staying busy
Tied up enough
So I don't have to wonder
Where is he
Got so sick of crying
So just lately
When I catch myself
I do a 180
I stay up clean the house
At least I'm not drinking
Run around just so I don't
Have to think about thinking
That silent sense of content
That everyone gets
Just disappears
Soon as the sun sets
His face in my dreams
Seizing my guts
He floods me with dread
Soaked to the soul
He swims in my eyes
By the bed
Pour myself over him
Moon spilling in
And I wake up alone
Bothers my heart
I'd rather be restless
The second I stop
The sleep catches up
And I'm breathless
Cause this ache in my chest
As my day is done now
The dark covers me
And I cannot run now
My blood running cold
I stand before him
It's all I can do
To assure him
When he comes to me
I drip for him tonight
Drowning in me
We bathe under blue light
His face in my dreams
Seizing my guts
He floods me with dread
Soaked to the soul
He swims in my eyes
By the bed
Pour myself over him
Moon spilling in
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone