The white walls
they scare me
the blank space
on my knees
I stare at
the ceiling
while trying
to get you to agree
This feeling
is dehumanizing
We're all
wondering why
everything is moving West
When the wind
is blowing South
I'm picking petals
with my teeth
Don't know what
I'm supposed
to think about it
Trying anything
I'll consume the bottle
from the rabbit
Never met him once
So I give him all
my trust
when he says
follow me
To where my mom
wouldn't want me to be
And I'm stuck on you
but I can't stay here anymore
I don't get you
but I get why
you are the way you are
And when I needed you
you thought
best was to leave
But when you needed help
I told you to call me
And baby
you begged me
to stay by your side
But when we're done
do anything
you're not satisfied
And you know
you can't hunt with
an unloaded gun
But you shoot
and you fire
and you hit
more than once
Oh like a voice
breaking glass
you break through my skin
'Cause when you
pull the trigger
you know you won't miss
I'm picking petals
with my teeth
Don't know what
I'm supposed to
think about it
Trying anything
I'll consume
the bottle
from the rabbit
Never met him once
So I give him all
my trust
when he says
follow me
To where my mom
wouldn't want me to be
And it goes over again
over again
over again
over again oh
It's over again
over again
over again
and over again
We go over again
over again
over again
over again
no
Oh oh
and I would burn
to feel you touching me
I'd burn to feel
you more
I don't want this
I don't want you
this is nothing
I prayed for
And the burn
it turned to anger
and the anger
turned to bleed
I'm forever
a sinner
while I try
to stay clean
And you know that
you like what
you're doing to me
It makes you feel good
but you're just so dirty
I'm picking petals
with my teeth
Don't know what
I'm supposed to
think about it
Trying anything
I'll consume
the bottle
from the rabbit
Never met him once
So I give him all
my trust
when he says
follow me
To where my mom
wouldn't want me to be