How I wish
I could
surrender my soul
Shed the clothes
that become my skin
See the liar that burns within
my needing
How I wish
I'd chosen
darkness from cold
How I wish
I had screamed out loud
Instead I've found
no meaning
I guess it's time I run
far far away
find comfort in pain
All pleasure's the same
it just keeps me from trouble
Hides my true shape
like Dorian Gray
I've heard what they say
but I'm not here for trouble
It's more than just words
it's just tears and rain
How I wish I could walk through
the doors of my mind
Hold memory close at hand
Help me understand the years
How I wish I could choose between
Heaven and Hell
How I wish I would save my soul
I'm so cold from fear
I guess it's time I run
far far away
find comfort in pain
All pleasure's the same
it just keeps me from trouble
Hides my true shape
like Dorian Gray
I've heard what they say
but I'm not here for trouble
Far far away
find comfort in pain
All pleasure's the same
it just keeps me from trouble
It's more than just words
it's just tears and rain
Oh
Tears and rain
Oh
Tears and rain
Far far away
find comfort in pain
All pleasure's the same
it just keeps me from trouble
It's more than just words
It's just tears and rain