Sleazin' and teasin'
I'm sittin' on him
All of my diamonds are
drippin' on him
I met him at the bar
It was twelve or somethin'
I ordered two more wines
'Cause tonight I want him
A little context
If you care to listen
I find myself in a **** position
The man that I love
sat me down last night
And he told me that it's over
Dumb decision
And I don't wanna feel
how my heart is rippin'
In fact I don't wanna feel
So I stick to sippin'
And I'm out on the town
with a simple mission
In my little black dress
And this **** is sittin'
Just a heart broke *****
High heels six inch
In the back of the nightclub
sippin' champagne
I don't trust any of these
******* I'm with
In the back of the taxi
sniffin' **caine
Drunk calls drunk texts
Drunk tears drunk sex
I was lookin' for a man
who was on the same page
Now it's back to the intro
Back to the bar
To the Bentley to the hotel
To my old ways
'Cause I don't wanna feel
how I did last night
I don't wanna feel
how I did last night
Doctor doctor
Anything please
Doctor doctor
Have mercy on me
Take this pain away
You're askin' me my symptoms
Doctor
I don't wanna feel
Toke this *****
How I'm blowin' this steam
Back to my ways
Like 2019
Not twenty-four hours
since my ex did dead it
I got a new man on me
It's about to get sweaty
Last night really was the
cherry on the cake
Been some dark days lately
And I'm findin' it cripplin'
Excuse my state
I'm as high as your hopes
That you'll make it to my bed
get me hot and sizzlin'
If I take a step back
to see the glass half full
At least it's the Prada
two-piece that I'm trippin' in
And I'm already
actin' like a dick
Know what I mean
So you might as well dip it in
Just a heart broke *****
High heels six inch
In the back of the nightclub
sippin' champagne
I don't trust any of these
******* I'm with
In the back of the taxi
sniffin' **caine
Drunk calls drunk texts
Drunk tears drunk sex
I was lookin' for a man
who was on the same page
Now it's back to the intro
Back to the bar
To the Bentley to the hotel
To my old ways
'Cause I don't wanna feel
how I did last night
I don't wanna feel
how I did last night
Doctor doctor
Anything please
Doctor doctor
Have mercy on me
Take this pain away
You're askin' me my symptoms
Doctor
I don't wanna feel
'Cause I don't wanna feel
like I felt last night
I don't wanna feel
like I felt last night
Be at peace with the things
you can't change
I'll be naked when I leave and
I was naked when I came yeah
Out of reach
Out of touch
Too numb
I don't feel no way
Toast up
So what
Street small
But it go both ways
So you'll run yeah
But you'll never escape
Sunset in the maze
You're askin' me my symptoms
Doctor I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna feel
how I did last night
I don't wanna feel
how I did last night oh
Doctor doctor
Anything please
Doctor doctor
Have mercy on me
You're askin' me my symptoms
Doctor I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna feel
how I did last night
I don't wanna feel
how I did last night
How I feel how I feel
How I feel last night
Mm lipstick smudged like
modern art
I don't know where the **** I am
Or who's drivin' the ******' car
Speedin' down the highway
Sippin'
Mixin' pills with the liquor
'Cah **** these feelings
I left everyone I love
on read
Spillin' secrets to the stranger
in my bed
I remember nothing
So there's nothing to regret
Other than this 4\4 kick drum
poundin' in my head