Barter and trade
always passive aggressive
in spite of who
you say you are
Smother my name
under soil and dirt
in the earth
widen the distance apart
Fuck an apology
I'm not sorry for anything
I've been holding back
my apathy
for far too long
You don't deserve
what you haven't earned
and your place
in my heart
has just grown so small
I'd like to think
that you're worth my time
but you embody
everything that I hate
Take a good hard look
at what you see
I've lost all my hope
and all my faith
'cause when I
barely fuck up
you just recoil and weep
What do you
want from me
I'm just a kid
who got in too deep
My walls are
built up high
forever bound to be steep
I've got a birds' eye view
of all the secrets you keep
Try to tell me
that you knew
from the start
That I would
come to know
that most would never
enter my heart
Because I'm colder
than the others
It's what sets me apart
You manipulate and try to
shine a light on my dark
but this is
my life
You should bounce
and never call again
No more strife
Go find it in the souls
of the other men
You know you're not as
smart as you look
I'm gonna take back
what you took
I'd like to think
that you're worth my time
but you embody everything
that I hate
Take a good hard look
at what you see
I've lost all my hope
and all my faith
Cause when I
barely fuck up
you just recoil and weep
What do you want from me
I'm just a kid
who got in too deep
My walls are built up high
forever bound to be steep
I've got a birds eye view
of all the secrets you keep
You know you're not as
smart as you look
I'm going to take back
what you took
and you didn't know shit
from the start
and you didn't know shit
from the start