Lies and deceiving
is what I'm believing
Up to my knees
so hard to breathe
It helps that you
aren't there
Can't figure out
what's the right
thing for me
Guess I'll have
to wait and see
So understanding
but so far
from the truth
It's what I have
to live with
It's not all
I wanted to be
It's not all I
wanted to see
I can't keep
on leading
I've left what
I'm leaving
I guess that's just
what I believe
Consciously taking
and overtly faking
I can't believe all
the things that
you're saying
Seems all so
simple it's all
up to you
Time after time
you lost what
you couldn't find
It's what you could
what you could
It's only what
you could
It's what you could
Don't take out
what you could
But I know
what's up
So understanding
but so far
from the truth
It's what I have
to live with
It's not all
I wanted to be
It's not all
I wanted to see
I can't keep
on leading
I've left what
I'm leaving
I guess that's just
what I believe