It's so hard
to be without you
Lying in the bed
you are so much
to be without
Rattles in my head
that empty drum
filled with doubt
Everything you lose
always come and find
its way out
Every night is lonesome
and it's longer
than before
Nothing really
matters any more
It's so hard
to be without you
Used to feel so angry
now I only feel humble
Stinging from the storm
inside my ribs
where it thunders
Nothing left to say
or really even wonder
We are like a book
and every page
is so torn
Nothing really
matters any more
It's so hard
not to call you
Thunders in my bones
out in the streets
where I first saw you
And everything was new
and colourful
it's gotten darker
Every day's a lesson
things were
brighter before
Nothing really
matters any more
It's so hard
to be without you
Every day I find
another little thread
of silver
Waiting for me
when I wake
some place on the pillow
And then I see
the empty space
beside me
and remember
I feel empty
I feel tired
I feel worn
Nothing really
matters any more