I wrote this letter
To remind myself the
reasons I'm alive
I got to reason number five
With my pen I wrote
on and I tried
To find words that
described all the times
I caught myself and realized
There are good things
just ahead of me
But right now it gets
hard to believe
But I know that I'm
safe when I leave
When you can't speak to me
And when I can't receive
The words I know you mean
You think can set me free
I know it's broken
But a little part of me
thinks that I'm glad
I can go through things
that make me sad
It's the only time
off that I've had
Any more then I'd
start to go mad
Reason that I had
at number one
Was I like to
Know the feeling well
of being loved
Then number two
I like the feeling
of becoming numb
I can't choose
Which one I prefer
because you can't
Speak to me
And when I can't receive
The words I know you mean
You think can set me free
It's better you leave me be
Reason that I had
at number one
Was I like to
Know the feeling well
of being loved
Then number two
I like the feeling
of becoming numb
I can't choose
Which one I prefer
because you can't
The reason that I had
at number one
Was I like to
Know the feeling well
of being loved
Then number two
I like the feeling
of becoming numb
I can't choose
Which one I prefer
because you can't