I'm singin' at a funeral tomorrow
For a kid a year older than me
And I've been talkin' to his dad
it makes me so sad
When I think
too much about it
I can't breathe
And I have this dream
where I'm screamin' underwater
While my friends are
wavin' from the shore
And I don't need
you to tell me
what that means
I don't believe
in that stuff anymore
Jesus Christ
I'm so blue all the time
And that's just how I feel
Always have and I always will
I always have and always will
I have a friend I call
When I've bored
myself to tears
And we talk until we think
we might just kill ourselves
But then we laugh
until it disappears
And last night
I blacked out in my car
And I woke up
in my childhood bed
Wishin' I was someone else
feelin' sorry for myself
When I remembered
someone's kid is dead
Jesus Christ
I'm so blue all the time
And that's just how I feel
Always have and I always will
I always have and always will
And it's 4 AM again
And I'm doin' nothing
Again