In this life
I gotta get rich I can't be broke
I was asking favours
and everyone telling me no
Wait 'til the tables turn
we'll see who stays or goes
I don't wanna be outside
I need someone that can keep me home
Yo I feel so close
but so far
go home or go hard
How can I stop
when I come this far
I smile outside
deep down I'm scarred
They only see the results
the pain they don't know the half
This part of my life's redemption
I see it I want it we get it
I still walk with God
but battlin' demons in
I can't let them
They said that they love me
But I still don't know their intention
I'm tryna live my dream
they offerin' P's
I don't wanna sell it
She only look good in the edit
They take but they won't give credit
The rumours spread like shotgun pellets
I duck and dive 'cause
they aim where my head is
I couldn't care less if they like me
What you think I'd do this for merits
Say what they want don't address it
So be I let it
In this life
I gotta get rich I can't be broke
I was asking favours
and everyone telling me no
Wait 'til the tables turn
we'll see who stays or goes
I don't wanna be outside
I need someone that can keep me home
Yo I feel so close
but so far
go home or go hard
How can I stop
when I come this far
I smile outside
deep down I'm scarred
They only see the results
the pain they don't know the half
Firm that loss and said I'm okay
but deep down really you know I was vex
I give more than I ever get back
I got my brothers I don't need friends
This sweet one don't know nothin' about me
still gonna give man head aye
She want a brand new body the IG hoes
done got to her head
Free my bro we locked in like dreads
That shit don't hurt me though
Told bro we gotta stay on point
Can't get lined or burnt by a ho
You man don't know who you are
Band for band with me you're slow
Separately you got nothin' to show
Separately I go back to the block
In this life
I gotta get rich I can't be broke
I was asking favours
and everyone telling me no
Wait 'til the tables turn
we'll see who stays or goes
I don't wanna be outside
I need someone that can keep me home
Yo I feel so close
but so far
go home or go hard
How can I stop
when I come this far
I smile outside
deep down I'm scarred
They only see the results
the pain they don't know the half