Now that's a drug
It's my absence that gon'
finally make you feel me ain't it
For being nice
that ain't the picture
they gon' try to paint
I can't believe it took so long
for me to find our family
They'll head on to your damage
turn around and steal your family
Just a girl but don't do
all that lil' cryin' shit
It's my world I just wish
I had more behind me
Wish I could change
the whole world
I put no crimes in it
And everybody love tellin' lies
I put no lies in it
I don't fuck with everybody
shit be hella weird
Last motherfucker tryna play
hoe got the step-on-bitch
Don't invite me to no party
if he hella friendly
Sayin' hate to folk that you would
just call irrelevant
My mind on a mission
if you with it you can get in
I know that I'm young
but I really on some big shit
always to myself
and I ain't never tried to fit in
I've been crossed so many times
that I don't ever want a new friend
Always in my head
I be really tryna get out
I be fighting 'til I'm dead
I'ma hustle 'til I get out
I don't even lay in bed
feel lazy when I'm not out
I ain't never gon' be scared
Took that risk
when I had jumped out
Smoking on his ass
They real real far from the faith
Stay up out my faith
Every night I'm prayin'
up to God
he reveal all the fakes
put 'em right up in my face
I guess it's my absence
You got a fear
Wanna know what happen
You ain't keep it real
The last one who laugh
is fuck all your tears
I guess it's my absence
that's gon' make you feel me
ain't it
Oh I see how it is
when they come to me
They goin' in something they need
that shit dawned on me
Got motherfuckers doin' shit
just to get under me
I want no one
How the fuck can you fumble me
I sit back and watch
how I gon' play out
Not a dummy
you not in the playhouse
I compete with myself
this the playoffs
I got expensive taste
like the steakhouse
You can envy me
but can't get rid of me
I really thought
that they would've been proud
Whole lotta people that say
they was there for me
but when I need it
it look like a drought
Wonder if they understanding
my music for real
Or they think
I'm doing it for clout
The type of life that I'm livin'
and the plans that I got
I really gotta make it out
People be evil
can't say how you smile
If you give 'em an inch
they'll take a whole mile
How can you say
that you love me
and not show support
Maybe see you one day
in the crowd
Yeah they might ask to speak
they speaking lies
If you notice my actions
just know that I tried
I'ma put on
if it's with or without
If you sleeping on me
I'ma make you align