I've been
Sittin' here
Trying to
Find myself
I get behind
Myself
I need to
Rewind myself
Looking for
The payback
Listen for
The playback
They say that
Every man bleeds
just like me
And I feel like
Number one
Yet I'm last
In line
I watch my
Younger son
And it helps to
Pass the time
I take too
Many pills
That helps to
Ease the pain
I made a couple
Dollar bills
But still
I feel the same
Everybody
Knows my name
They say it
Way out loud
A lot of folks
F**k with me
It's hard to
Hang out in crowds
I guess
That's the price
You pay
To be some
Big shot
Like I am
Out stretched
Hands and
One night stands
Still I can't
Find love
And when your
Wall come
Tumbling down
I will always
Be around
People don't know
' Bout the things
I say and do
They don't
Understand
About the sh*t
That I've
Been through
It's been
So long since
I've been home
I've been gone
I've been gone
For way too long
Maybe I forgot
All the things
I miss
Oh, somehow
I know there's
More to life
Than this
I've said it
Too many times
And I still
Stand firm
You get what
You put in
And people get
What they deserve
Still I ain't
Seen mine
No I ain't
Seen mine
I've been givin'
just ain't
Been gettin'
I've been
Walkin' that
Thin line
So I think I'll
Keep a walkin'
With my head
Held high
I'll keep
Moving on
And only God
knows why
Only God
Only God
Only God
Knows why...