I push all my problems
to the back of my mind
Then they surface in my
dreams they come alive
I sweep all my issues
to somewhere I can't find
In hope that I'll forget but
there's just so many times
Why can't I be strong
and just confront all my fears?
When my fear is hurting
you by being sincere
But how many more days
can I run? How many years?
Emotions flooding and
now it's all seeming so clear
Crying for no reason
feel the tears roll down
I felt strong but
am I breaking now?
Crying for no reason
'cause I buried it deep
I made promises
I could not keep
'Cause I never faced all
the pain I caused
Now the pain is
hitting me full force
I push all my problems
to the back of my brain
A darkness deep inside
where I just can't find my way
How can I walk with a smile?
Get on with my day
When I deceived myself
pretending it's all okay
I tried my best to hold it
all together I know
The strings have worn
away and now I'm all exposed
I try to hide it all away
on top of the shelf
I can lie to everyone
but not to myself
Crying for no reason
feel the tears roll down
I felt strong but am
I breaking down?
Crying for no reason
'cause I buried it deep
I made promises
I could not keep
'Cause I never faced
all the pain I caused
Now the pain is
hitting me full force
Forgive me now 'cause I said
that I'll be there for you
care for you
I let you down
I walked away
'Cause there were things
I couldn't say to you
say to you
I'm breaking now
I burned some bridges down
There must be some way out
The voices speak so loud
Will you forgive me now?
I burned some bridges down
There must be some way out
The voices speak so loud
Will you forgive me now?
Crying for no reason
feel the tears roll down
I felt strong but
am I breaking now?
Crying for no reason
'cause I buried it deep
I made promises
I could not keep
'Cause I never faced
all the pain I caused
Now the pain is
hitting me full force