Feel like I'm slackin'
with my children
focusing on rap
tryna back and
shake the building
In a race
with my own race
just to raise the roof
and I ain't talking
'bout the ceiling
Here's something
to believe in
no sleep
'cause you're livin'
what you're dreamin'
And it's the lesson
in itself I've my son
to call me dad
when I miss
the parents evenings
Amazed I'm still breathin'
every other shot
I feel my insides
bleedin'
Grandad
turnin' in his grave
cah I promised that
I'll be there for my gran
when she's grievin'
I used to be a man
of my word
now time seems
to have got the
best of my sentence
In that case
I'll have to adjourn
'cause the thought of
an excuse is just as
bad as the intention
Excuse me my friend
I think I might've
hit my head
Excuse me my friend
I don't remember
who I am
'Cause I'm holdin' on
tryna be somebody
But it won't be long
before I need somebody
forgiveness
asking for forgiveness
hey, hey, hey, hey
Forgiveness
asking for forgiveness
hey, hey, hey, hey
Went to church
to pray for a top ten
then I went number five
I ain't been back again
But when my
jewellery friend phones
like they got new rings
I'll most likely attend
Hoppin' out a new Benz
start the car from outside
When is this gonna end?
My mum's still
livin' in the endz
spent jibs on tha wrist
before I put her
with celebs
I'm still livin'
like a wretch
all I hear is fuck, fuck
all the girls have
got tourettes
And no I don't
wanna bet
even the odd birds
wanna take me
to the nests
I swear I only came
for the music
but the more I touch
notes it's like the more
I get stupid
It's a gift and a curse
but before I blame myself
I'm a say it's
what the tune did
Excuse me my friend
I think I might've
hit my head
Excuse me my friend
I don't remember
who I am
'Cause I'm holdin' on
tryna be somebody
But it won't be long
before I need somebody
forgiveness
asking for forgiveness
hey, hey, hey, hey
Forgiveness
asking for forgiveness
hey, hey, hey, hey
Here's something
to believe in
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Forgiveness
Here's something
to believe in
Forgiveness
Forgiveness!