Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped
To think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win
You are the antidote
That gets me by
Somethin' strong like a drug
That gets me high
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
Never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold to you
I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my
Own again 'cause now I can see
You were the antidote
That got me by
Somethin' strong like a drug
That got me high
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold
Never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me
That I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things
You should have known
I guess for me
There's just no hope
I never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold