Flashback from the night before
Or was it the other day
I couldn't say
It's all coming in pieces
before you know it
just fades away
God damn what did I hear
what'd I do where did I go
and how'd I get there
And I'm too far gone
A deadbeat a travesty
What's my strategy
Fuck me there's blood on my hands
That's nothing new
now they're shaking too
Everything's soaked in sweat
Here comes the forgive and forget
Who should I forgive
Forget the plan
I really don't give a damn
I just need my fix I'm dying
Break out the bottle
and stop crying
And the calm washes over
My soul drying my tears
Under the grass and clover
New sense of hope appears
Walking
Breathing exhaust
Hard to keep an even keel
Shot
Boiling mercury
Burns so bad that I can't feel
Choking
Breathing exhaust
Hard to keep an even keel
Sweating
Boiling mercury
Burns so bad that I can't feel
Walking
in a minefield
tired of keeping my eyes peeled
Shot
to hell and fried
No Heaven evermore denied
And the calm washes over
My soul drying my tears
Under the grass and clover
New sense of hope appears