So I've been
tryin' hard to open up
When I lost someone
it hit me rough
I paid to toughen up
in therapy
she said to me
"Soften up"
I'm sorry if I push
your good away
Especially when
I'm needin' you to stay
I know you hate that
I still test your love
I'm tryin'
not to f**k this up
But the benefit of
all the broken hearts
that I broke before
they could break me
Is a little bit of life regrets
I won't bring
that mess to you
when you're with me
And I wanna be
brave enough to show you
my not-so-perfect family
And I wanna be brave
enough for everything
Surrender my heart
(I'm out here in the open)
I wanna get closer
(I'll believe
in you every night)
Surrender my heart
I wanna be open
I wanna be
honest with you
I used to soldier
through my hardest days
I used to switch it off
ignore the pain
I craved
to feel it all entirely
in your arms baby
But the benefit of
all the broken hearts
that I broke before
they could break me
Is a little bit of life regrets
I won't bring
that mess to you
when you're with me
And I wanna be
brave enough to show you
my not-so-perfect family
And I wanna be brave
enough for everything
Surrender my heart
(I'm out here in the open)
I wanna get closer
(I'll believe
in you every night)
Surrender my heart
I wanna be open
I wanna be
honest with you
I'll believe
in you every night
every night
Every night
I'll believe
in you every night
Every night
Every night
I'll believe
in you every night
surrender my heart
I'm out here in the open
I wanna get closer
(I'll believe
in you every night)
Surrender my heart
I wanna be open
I wanna be
honest with you