You're the monster hiding
underneath my bed
And I'm scared to face you
like a little kid
'Cause it's always
breaking the dishes
and punching through walls
Screaming and fighting
I cry in my car
Every time you lose control
it's always my fault
But after everything
I wish you well
I hope you never feel
the pain I felt
After all the hell you gave
you taught me to take the blame
And you should be
ashamed of yourself
And after everything
I wish you well
I'm tryna find the parts
of me you stole
Your tendencies
they haunt me like a ghost
And I don't know what I did
to deserve any of this
And god knows
I don't owe you forgiveness
But after everything
I wish you well
I hope you never feel
the pain I felt
After all the hell you gave
you taught me to take the blame
And you should be
ashamed of yourself
And after everything
I wish you well
I wish you well
I wish you well
I can't stomach the fact that
I stayed there with you
After everything
that you put me through
Honestly it would be easier
if I could hate you
But after everything
I wish you well
I hope you never feel
the pain I felt
After all the hell you gave
you taught me to take the blame
And you should be
ashamed of yourself
And after everything
I wish you well
I wish you well
I wish you well
I wish you well
And after everything
I wish you well