Maybe I was too
young to fully
understand
So I never healed
from it healthy, why
I never trusted the man
You gotta love all
that you have, and I'll
take that to my grave
Soon you'll open up
your eyes, and it'll
all be gone one day
And I'm sitting here
convincing you to
pick up the phone
and call
I am my father's
daughter, but I'm
nothing like him at all
And I hear him in
the way I speak, or
when I look in the
mirror
The anger's growing
in me, it shows, could
it be any clearer?
That I'm like him
'cause he mad? me
the way I am
When we're fighting,
and all I need is
somebody
And I'm crying on
my mama's floor,
why don't you want
this anymore?
And I'm craving you
to change for me
You're saying,
I hear you, and
I love you, but my
heart, it hurts for you
And I just cannot
give you what you need
Am I too much?
Am I enough? 'Cause
you said you wouldn't
give up
Now I'm numb on
my knees, praying
to God you'd talk to me
Wondering what it
takes for you to stay
off my mind and far
out of my bloodstream
You never laid your
hands on me, and
that's something that
I'm grateful for
But I should've known
that you'd gone mad
when I saw the way
you punched your doors
And I don't regret
loving you, 'cause
I know that you
needed it
But the way you
treated me made
me feel like a little kid
And something deep
inside of me tells me
that you're not better
now
And I'm sorry that
I couldn't help, but
I'm so glad I made it out
And I'm crying on
my mama's floor,
why don't you want
this anymore?
And I'm craving you
to change for me
You're saying,
"I hear you, and
I love you, but my
heart, it hurts for you
And I just cannot give
you what you need"
Am I too much? Am
I enough? 'Cause you
said you wouldn't give
up
Now I'm numb on
my knees, praying
to God you'd talk to me
Wondering what it
takes for you to stay
off my mind and far
out of my bloodstream
