Maybe I was too young
to fully understand
So I never healed
from it healthy
Why I never
trusted the man
You gotta love all
that you have and I'll
take that to my grave
Soon you'll open up your
eyes and it'll all be
gone one day
And I'm sitting here
convincing you to pick up
the phone and call
I am my father's daughter
but I'm nothing like him
at all
And I hear him
in the way I speak
or when I look in
the mirror
The anger's growing
in me it shows
Could it be any clearer
that I'm like him 'cause
he made me the way I am
when we're fighting and
all I need is somebody
And I'm crying on my
mama's floor
Why don't you want
this anymore
And I'm craving you to
change for me
You're saying I hear you
and I love you but
my heart it hurts for you
And I just cannot
give you what you need
Am I too much
Am I enough
'Cause you said you
wouldn't give up
Now I'm numb on my knees
praying to God you'd
talk to me
Wondering what it takes
for you to stay
off my mind and far out
of my bloodstream
You never laid your
hands on me and that's
something that
I'm grateful for
But I should've known
that you'd gone mad when
I saw the way you
punched your doors
And I don't regret
loving you 'cause I know
that you needed it
But the way you
treated me made me
feel like a little kid
And something deep
inside of me tells me
that you're not
better now
And I'm sorry that I
couldn't help but I'm
so glad I made it out
And I'm crying on my
mama's floor
Why don't you want
this anymore
And I'm craving you to
change for me
You're saying I hear you
and I love you but
my heart it hurts for you
And I just cannot
give you what you need
Am I too much
Am I enough
'Cause you said you
wouldn't give up
Now I'm numb on my knees
praying to God you'd
talk to me
Wondering what it takes
for you to stay
off my mind and far out
of my bloodstream