Wandering through darkness
Searching for light
Hit the rock bottom like so many times
Looking for something but nothing is found
Couldn't care less if I'm dead or alive
Words are deceiving but fill you with hope
You turn into bitterness then into smoke
Life is a burden but the burden is mine
While I'm still breathing I'm walking that line
Can't you see me can't you understand
That I'm falling I've lost all control
Now I need you to get up again
But don't pull the trigger
Can't you see me can't you understand
I've lost all my senses
Do you know what defines a man
Then just pull the trigger
I could not feed on the fires
That burned in my heart
Nothing could help me to keep up the spark
Looking for Jesus, looking for life
Nothing could help while I tried to survive
I cannot stay can’t go back again
Leaving what I had
It slipped through my hands
The times are changing
But i stay the same
Counting the hours
I'm counting the days
Can't you see me can't you understand
That I'm falling I've lost all control
Now I need you to get up again
But don't pull the trigger
Can't you see me can't you understand
I've lost all my senses
Do you know what defines a man
Then just pull the trigger
Can't you see me can't you understand
That I'm falling I've lost all control
Now I need you to get up again
But don't pull the trigger
Can't you see me can't you understand
I've lost all my senses
Do you know what defines a man
Then just pull the trigger