The steps outside
of my apartment
The aisles in
the back of Target
I don't feel safe
anywhere anymore
Thanks to you
My sense of self is
so self-conscious
I'm pretty sure that's
what you wanted
I'm just a shell of
who I was before
What you put me through
It doesn't matter that
I fought my way out
I guess you're just
a part of me now
I hate that you made
me fucking fragile
Scared at any moment
I'll unravel
Couldn't fit my feelings
in a castle
When all I wanna do
is lock them in
I wish that I could be
a little stronger
Power through the pain
a little longer
Right on time I fall
apart like clockwork
Crying out in public
like a kid
I hate that you made
me like this
I'm canceling on all
my best friends
I'm gaining weight
and losing confidence
Four sizes bigger
than I was before
Thanks to you
To say that you
destroyed my twenties
Is the understatement
of the century
'Cause you shut me
down eighteen months
Drew the blinds in
my room
I hate that you made
me fucking fragile
Scared at any moment
I'll unravel
Couldn't fit my
feelings in a castle
When all I wanna do
is lock them in
I wish that I could
be a little stronger
Power through the pain
a little longer
Right on time I fall
apart like clockwork
Crying out in public
like a kid
I hate that you
made me like this
I hate that you
made me like this
I hate that you
made me so
Terrified of panicking
everywhere that I go
Overthinking everything
scared to be alone
You still ruin
everything you're with
me everywhere I go
Leave me alone
I hate that you made
me fucking fragile
Scared at any moment
I'll unravel
Couldn't fit my
feelings in a castle
When all I wanna do
is lock them in
I hate that you
made me like this