Small simple safe price
Rise the wake and carry me
with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut
that scabs and dries
and flakes and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed
and fuck and fight
I want the pain of payment
What's left but a section
of pygmy size cuts
Much like a slew
of a thousand
unwanted fucks
Would you be
my little cut
Would you be
my thousand fucks
And make mark leaving space
for the guilt to be liquid
To fill and spill
over and under my thoughts
My sad sorry
selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture
your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife
Look at me
you can tell
By the way
I move and do my hair
Do you think
that it's me
or it's not me
I don't even care
I'm alive
I don't smell
I'm the cleanest
I have ever been
I feel big
I feel tall
I feel dry
Dry
Just look at me
look at me now
Just look at me
look at me now
Do I drink
Do I date
I've got perfect placement
All my ink
satisfied in your eyes
I'm the biggest fan
I've got right now
I made sure
that I look
how I wanted to look
The people around me
The people surround me
I feel big
I feel tall
I feel dry
Dry
Just look at me
look at me now
Just look at me
look at me now
Just look at me now
Just look at me now
My stomach hurts now
And all tied off in lace
I pray I beg for anything
To hit me in the face
And this sickness isn't me
And I pray to fall from grace
The last thing
I see is feeling
And I'm telling you
I'm a fake
I'm telling you
I'm a fake
I'm telling you
I'm a fake
I'm telling you
I'm a fake
I'm telling you I'm
Just look at me
look at me now
Just look at me
look at me now
Just look at me now
Just look at me now
Fake
Fake
Fake
Genuine fake