I know all your flaws
and most of your fears
I haven't been home a lot
in the last two years
The constant absence
from all my peers
The vibration still steady
inside my ears
And I know you hate it
I always restate it
But I'm still so frustrated
'cause I'm the one you cheated
It cuts so much deeper
Why would I wanna see her
Only had one beer
And I don't wanna sleep here
I hope you feel
that heavy gloom
When you're all done up
in a crowded room
And your life trips up
over those shoes
That you paid too much for
but not in dues
And I'll be watching
from a distance
Wouldn't wanna miss this
Was it fake the whole time
Was it just instance
Man it's so personal
yet it's business
I want it to hit
so close to home
It cuts so much deeper
Why would I wanna see her
Only had one beer
And I don't wanna sleep here
And I know you don't care
You've made it so clear
Swore I had no fear
Not until you came near
And how much does it cost
To get you back here
inside those clubs
That you love
so fucking much
Was I too harsh
in my lament to you
That I fell so out
of touch
Back and forth because
I can't understand how you
Control all my lust
and form the words
on my tongue
It cuts so much deeper
Why would I wanna see her
Only had one beer
And I don't wanna sleep here
And I know you don't care
You've made it so clear
Swore I had no fear
Not until you came near
It cuts so much deeper
Why would I wanna see her
Only had one beer
And I don't wanna sleep here
And I know you don't care