It's me
smiling for the team
As I stare directly
into the storm oh
Trust me
it's a sure thing
Russian Roulette
you won't get bored
Best friend
we don't have to pretend
one day
I could make you
your salary oh
The saddest thing
about my whole machine
She says
and she's right
It depends on me
Then I close my eyes
Gamble with my life
Trying not to smile
Maybe this time
I won't be alright
Maybe this time
Pitchfork reports
They're calling me
their words
The big new thing oh
YouTube review
funny monkey
Takes a piss
into his own mouth crazy
And I thought
it's strange to sell
my face
But let's just make
the most of it
Now my hand is drawn
I put the gun
against the thing
that's stopping me
Then I close my eyes
Gamble with my life
Trying not to smile
Maybe this time
I won't be alright
Maybe this time
A bad guy just died
They're making memes
about it
Nothing matters now
Go fuck myself
I already did
My friend
lost his head
And what'd I do
about it
And we could laugh
about the thoughts
that I've been having
Then I close my eyes
Gamble with my life
Trying not to smile
Maybe this time
I won't be alright
Maybe this time
I wanna see my mom
one more time
I wanna play my songs
one more time
I wanna lose my phone
one more time
I wanna play in the snow
one more time
I wanna kiss my cat
one more time
I wanna thank my dad
one more time
I wanna marry her
one more time
I wanna live
I don't wanna die
I wanna try to change
one more time
I wanna live
I don't wanna die
I wanna live
I don't wanna die
I wanna live