Hello darkness my old friend
Knockin' at my door again
Beggin' me to come outside
And let you back into my life
Usually I'd be strong enough
To lock the doors and
keep 'em shut
But not today I'm desperate
So go ahead and come on in
So go ahead and come on in
So go ahead and come on in
OCD is worse than ever
Hands are bleedin'
Maybe I should take the pills
Don't
Know what's goin' on with me
Some days I actually think
I might be schizo-
Phrenic prolly not
But even writin' this is
makin' me begin to spiral
Oh God (oh oh oh)
Made a promise told myself
I wouldn't let the fear back in
But then I did though
Told the world that
I was sick of runnin'
Then went back to runnin'
What a joke oh
Disappointed yeah me too
I thought I finally had finally
made a breakthrough
Guess not
It's the same song and dance
You've all seen it before
Darkness holds out his hand
Then we walk to the floor
Every decision made
isn't mine anymore
Like a puppet with strings
I just don't have a choice
What's the truth
What's a lie
Help me God
Help me Lord
Face your fears
Dry your eyes
Grandma died
What's the point
Lost the keys
Lost my hope
Lost my will
Lost my joy
Lost a friend
Lost my home
Lost my faith
Lost my voice
Standing back
Watching my mansion
burn to ash while I
Hold the gas can
Asking God if
He started this fire
Is this what You wanted
Is this what You wanted
Make all my hopes and my
dreams come to life
Just to lay them to rest
Is this what You wanted
Is this what You wanted
Give me a false sense of
peace just to show me what
peace really is
Is this what You wanted
On the verge on the edge
(Is this what You wanted)
Petrified scared to death
(Is this what You wanted)
Prayin' to God desperate
(Is this what You wanted)
(What You wanted)
(Is this what You wanted)
Hangin' on by a thread
(Is this what You wanted)
Empty heart nothin' left
(Is this what You wanted)
Breakin' down spiralin'
(Is this what You wanted)
(What You wanted)
(Is this what You wanted)
Standing back
Watching my mansion
burn to ash while I
Hold the gas can
Asking God if
He started this fire