You did nothing
wrong but
I'd like to
feel anger
to keep us
apart or to
use as
an anchor
I don't want to
float back like
some kind
of ghost
Fill my
lungs up
with something
that's thicker
than smoke
Oh defibrillator
Had to try
to hate ya
How else could
I ever let
you go
How am
I supposed
to let ya
And I guess
I'm to blame
saw you coming
back some day
saw you coming
back some day
saw you
coming back
And I should
be ashamed
you were never
mine to take
Got you on my
mind this late
got you
on my mind
So much of you
in my heart
and behavior
and if I
dissect that
I'll turn
to a stranger
There's so much
of me
that they don't
get to see
that I won't
expect back
and you just
get to keep
Oh defibrillator
Had to try
to hate ya
How else could
I ever let
you go
How am I
supposed to
let ya
And I guess
I'm to blame
saw you coming
back some day
saw you coming
back some day
saw you
coming back
And I should
be ashamed
you were never
mine to take
Got you on my
mind this late
got you
on my mind
And I guess
I'm to blame
saw you coming
back some day
saw you coming
back some day
saw you
coming back
And I should
be ashamed
you were never
mine to take
Got you on my
mind this late
got you
on my mind