When I pretend
everything is what
I want it to be
I look exactly like
what you had always
wanted to see
When I pretend
I can forget about
the criminal I am
Stealing second
after second
just 'cause I know I can
But I can't pretend
this is the way it'll stay
I'm just
Trying to bend the truth
I can't pretend I'm who
you want me to be
So I'm
Lying my way from you
No no turning back now
I wanna be pushed aside
so let me go
No no turning back now
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
No turning back now
Anywhere on my own
'Cause I can see
No no turning back now
The very worst part of you is me
I remember what
they taught to me
Remember condescending
talk of who I ought to be
Remember listening
to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a
person who was fitting in
And now you think
this person really is me
And I'm
Trying to bend the truth
But the more I push
the more I'm pulling away
'Cause I'm
Lying
my way from you
No no turning back now
I wanna be pushed aside
so let me go
No no turning back now
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
No turning back now
Anywhere on my own
Cause I can see
No no turning back now
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you is me
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that
what I said would have
you running from me
Like this
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that
what I said would have
you running from me
Like this
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that
what I said would have
you running from me
Like this
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that
what I said would have
you running from me
Like this
You
No turning back now
I wanna be pushed aside
so let me go
No no turning back now
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
No turning back now
Anywhere on my own
Cause I can see
No no turning back now
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you is me