Go on and ask me
how I'm doing
how I feel inside
Sometimes I sit and cry
Most nights I wonder why
Don't understand it
but they tell me
that it heals with time
I'm still waiting
I'm impatient
will the pain subside
I take the long way home
down a county road
to try and fill the hole
that's inside my soul
I'm getting used
to being here
just me alone
'Cause you know
I've never been good at
letting go
I can't believe
that you're gone
But the good Lord
called you home
And I'm trying
to carry on
'cause I know
you'd want me
to be strong
Everything you taught me
Every last memory
is a treasure
I'll keep
you're a part of me now
I know you found peace
I'll see you in my dreams
I just hope
I make you proud
I have faith things
happen for a reason
but sometimes
it's so hard to believe it
Yea I smile
but inside
I'm still grieving
so I take a deep breath
and thank God
that I'm breathing
I know
life is precious
It's a blessing
you're in heaven
but I wish
you'd send a message
'cause I'm really really
stressing out
Yea I swear
I could lose it
any second now
But you're up there
and I don't wanna
let you down
I can't believe
that you're gone
But the good Lord
called you home
And I'm trying to carry on
'cause I know
you'd want me
to be strong
Everything you taught me
Every last memory
is a treasure
I'll keep
you're a part of me now
I know you found peace
I'll see you in my dreams
I just hope
I make you proud
I'll be praying
for you
I'll be waiting
for you
I'll be praying
for you
I'll be waiting
I can't believe
that you're gone
But the good Lord
called you home
And I'm trying to carry on
'cause I know
you'd want me
to be strong
Everything you taught me
Every last memory
is a treasure
I'll keep
you're a part of me now
I know you found peace
I'll see you in my dreams
I just hope
I make you proud