My anxiety's clawing
out from deep within me
It burns within
as my throat begins
to cauterize
This negativity's leeching
any shred of composure
Rationale has decayed
and left me bound
in madness
I reach for calm
I starve for
a balance unknown
This burden tortures me
deep in my soul
I've found that strife
won't make the bleeding stop
nor will it
take away the pain
I feel like this search
is all in vain
and I struggle
to find my way
How I yearn
for the silence
for an end
to the voices
The calamity grows
and the deafness
leads to disarray
Guilt buries me alive
in a coffin criticized
I shouldered the blame
and dug this hole
for me to lay in
I reach for calm
I starve for
a balance unknown
This burden tortures me
deep in my soul
I've found that strife
won't make the bleeding stop
nor will it
take away the pain
I feel like this search
is all in vain
and I struggle
to find my way
I've found that strife
won't make the bleeding stop
nor will it
take away the pain
I feel like this search
has been all in vain
and I struggle
to find my way
I I I I
I I I I
I've found that strife
won't make the bleeding stop
nor will it
take away the pain
I feel like this search
is all in vain
and I struggle
to find my way
I've found that strife
won't make the bleeding stop
nor will it
take away the pain
I feel like this search
has been all in vain
and I struggle
to find my way
