Usually never cry at all
I would say
I'm pretty tough
But it's been
a couple weeks now
and I still feel
stuck in my lungs
And usually
I go out on nights
and not think
of you once
But if they start
playing that song
I can't help but
to think about us
Oh really thought
I'd be done
with the hardest part
when I pulled myself
out of your arms
Wish I knew
that was only the start
and now
I'm fallin' apart 'cause
Last night
for the very first time
you didn't even try to call
no I.. won't lie
I thought I might die
I couldn't even
sleep at all
and maybe
I'll get used to it
But right now
I just feel like s**t
So I kissed
somebody else
just to see how it felt
But all that was goin'
through my brain
was your hands
around my waist
you know how to
do it so well
Really thought
I was done with
the hardest part
when I pulled myself
out of your arms
Wish I knew
that was only the start
and now I'm
fallin' apart 'cause
Last night
for the very first time
you didn't even try to call
no I.., I won't lie
I thought I might die
I couldn't even
sleep at all
and maybe
I'll get used to it
but right now
I just feel like s**t
Now if I.. get
a little too drunk
I'll start thinkin'
"What if
you were the one?"
I know that
the damage is done
Oh and I still have
the shirt that you wore
when we first met
it's there on the floor
I might kick it
under the bed
Hopin' that
I could forget that
last night
for the very first time
you didn't even try to call
No I.., I won't lie
I thought I might die
I couldn't even sleep
at all
And maybe
I'll get used to it
but right now
I just feel like s**t