I have this paralysing fear
that I'll maybe go nowhere
but God forbid me
ever admitting
I could be scared
And I can't stand
my friends right now
we got nothing in common
but being lonely's worse
than just having friends
that don't care
You said it looks like
I've been
going through hell
How did you know?
How could you tell?
Ask me to explain myself
well I'm trying
my best here
to be brutally honest
nobody said changing
would be this exhausting
A foot on the brake
'cause it's been
making me carsick
How could you blame me?
Growing up is chaotic
Don't wanna say it
but I really think
that I miss him
it might seem stupid
but I still look through
all of our texts
Who knew that
wanting someone could
ever make me
this desperate
don't think that
I'll do that again
Oh no
you said it looks like
I've been
going through hell
How did you know?
How could you tell?
You ask me
to explain myself well
I'm trying my best here
to be brutally honest
nobody said changing
would be this exhausting
A foot on the brake
'cause it's been
making me carsick
How could you blame me?
Growing up is chaotic
And maybe
I'm just blowing
all this s**t up in my head
but I can't help it
no I can't help it
Fooling myself thinking
that I'll never love again
God damn I felt it
I really felt it
maybe I'm just blowing
all this s**t up in my head
But I can't help it
no I can't help it
spending too much time
on things I know
that I'll forget
But damn I felt i..t
I'm trying my best here
to be brutally honest
nobody said changing
could be this exhausting
A foot on the brake
'cause it's
making me carsick
How could you
blame me?