Yep
Is this on
Sick of having
empty habits
Leading to the
selfish havoc
I'm lonely
in my own bones
You're unweaving
where you stand
Stitch me into
all your plans
just like a cherry stone
Temporary fleeting thrills
Keep me bruised
and make me ill
My skin has
lavender tones
Tell me I'm a loaded gun
Tie me up
and come undone
I can cover it up
I can cover it up
I can cover it up
I can cover it
I know I'm out of my depth
but I just float in it
I'm trying to do my best
stop picking fights with it
I wanna be upset
you're not alright with it
I can cover it up
I can cover it
I'm trying to speak my mind
wish it was by design
But I can only confess
to having doubts with it
Don't wanna feel regret
I'm not alright with it
I can cover it up
I can cover it
Spending time
with or without you
Cutting corners
just to get
You out of my
goddamn mind
Keep your words up
where they're brewing
I want something
worth pursuing
Still letting you
curl my spine
Temporary fleeting thrills
Keep me bruised
and make me ill
My lonely lavender bones
Tell me how to hurt for fun
Tie me up
and come undone
I can cover it up
I can cover it
I know I'm out of my depth
but I just float in it
I'm trying to do my best
stop picking fights with it
I wanna be upset
you're not alright with it
I can cover it up
I can cover it
I'm trying to speak my mind
wish it was by design
But I can only confess
to having doubts with it
Don't wanna feel regret
I'm not alright with it
I can cover it up
I can cover it
What have I done
Chewing on my words
Nothing's enough
I rinse myself in the dirt
Sold all my time
to a plastic ecstasy
Nothing's enough
I know I'm out of my depth
but I just float in it
I'm trying to do my best
stop picking fights with it
I wanna be upset
you're not alright with it
I can cover it up
I can cover it
I'm trying to speak my mind
wish it was by design
But I can only confess
to having doubts with it
Don't wanna feel regret
I'm not alright with it
I can cover it up
I can cover it
I can cover it up
I can cover it
I can cover it up
I can cover it up
What have I done
Nothing's enough
I can cover it up
I can cover it up