It's been awhile
Since I could
hold my head up high
It's been awhile
Since I first saw you
It's been awhile
Since I could stand
on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could call you
And everything
I can't remember
As ******-up
as it all may seem
The consequences
that are rendered
I stretched myself
beyond my means
It's been awhile
Since I couldn't say
That I wasn't addicted and
It's been awhile
Since I couldn't say
I loved myself as well and
It's been awhile
Since I've gone
and ****** things up
Just like I always do
And it's been awhile
But all that ****
seems to disappear
when I'm with you
And everything
I can't remember
As ******-up
as it all may seem
The consequences
that are rendered
I've gone and
****** things up again
Yeah eah eah eah eah
Why must I
feel this way ay ay
Just make this
go away ay ay
Just one more
peaceful day ay ay
It's been awhile
Since I could
look at myself straight
And it's been awhile
Since I've said I'm sorry
It's been awhile
Since I've seen the way
The candles light your face
And it's been awhile
But I can still remember
just the way you taste
And everything
I can't remember
As ******-up
as it all may seem
To me I know this pain
I cannot blame this
on my father
He did the best
he could for me
It's been awhile
Since I could
hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I've said I'm sorry